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1. I remain sad. I do not know why. Bleaugh. But blocking out fandom is A LOSING BATTLE, since I find that entertaining, at least. Still. I need to self-police…suck my personality back in. In this bottle. Labeled, uhm, 'Cleaning solvent'. Hrm. Wrong bottle.
Maybe I should go to the cemetery. Tianyu would know what to do. Why I even wonder is a mystery. Tianyu would have said, 'Fuck all y'all bitches' and then dropped his pants so that he could wave his dick at you.
Wow. I know I miss Tianyu when one of his more irritating habits makes me melancholy and verklempt.
2. I had to drop out of the Torchwood Virtual Season 3, and I'm kind of sad about it, even though I did it voluntarily. I feel like I couldn't deliver what they wanted, given the parameters of like, working well with others and in general plot issues, and I wish them well. I will be reading and cheering from the sidelines, because people? It's a fucking fantastic season with some amazing writers (the best, actually!).
3. This leaves me with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
lionessvalenti and our TORCHWOOD BIG BANG OF DOOM. I am not betraying secrets to tell you that it is JACK/TARDIS/IANTO. AND IT IS AWESOME if you like porn and funny! Poly big bang is progressing and in the hands of some loverly people (blue_fjords, the beta mistress extraordinaire, and curriejean, whom I roped into just reading it as if she was an alpha reader). None of you should read it, because you'll make fun of it. Hermione Big Bang is due Monday. I should finish making changes and send it. *is lazy*
4. HOLY SHIT I WANT TO WATCH TV AND WRITE AT THE SAME TIME BUT THAT IS NOT CONDUCIVE. I haven't seen True Blood since the Barry episode, and I have only seen one episode of PR, and if I am right, then Top Chef Las Vegas has already started? Le sigh. I haven't seen Weeds since the Van Nuys episode. And I think I have netflix disks here since…March 30. Oops. I think I'll just send M back, unwatched. Was it any good, people?
5. Last night was the first night that the kidlet didn't have crib rails on her bed. She was SO EXCITED about it, but alas, she awoke at 1 a.m., 4 a.m., and 6 a.m. Each time I tucked her ass back in bed, but mommy didn't sleep well.
6. I have to pay bills today. I keep forgetting they don't let me live here for free.
7. Did you ever have so many completely odd but unrelated things to do, that you know you should make a list, but you can't seem to recall more than one? And it nags at you? I'm like that. Right now all I can think is, 'Buy cowboy boots' (I'd just get my old ones resoled again, but the leather wore through at the toe. SUCK.). I know there's more. There has to be.
8. Welcome to Pennsylvania, where we love our elk (they do not taste like chicken!). Elk in Distress Rescued by Pennsylvania Game Commission Aw, the worst part is that he has to walk around like that for the rest of the year.
Elk1: Hey Bob, what happened to your other antler?
Bob the Elk: mumblemumblemumble.
Elk1: What? You're mumbling.
Bob: I GOT IT CAUGHT IN A SWINGET, OKAY? HAPPY NOW?
Elk1: That was you? I only saw pics of your ass.
Bob: I hope you get shot this season.
Maybe I should go to the cemetery. Tianyu would know what to do. Why I even wonder is a mystery. Tianyu would have said, 'Fuck all y'all bitches' and then dropped his pants so that he could wave his dick at you.
Wow. I know I miss Tianyu when one of his more irritating habits makes me melancholy and verklempt.
2. I had to drop out of the Torchwood Virtual Season 3, and I'm kind of sad about it, even though I did it voluntarily. I feel like I couldn't deliver what they wanted, given the parameters of like, working well with others and in general plot issues, and I wish them well. I will be reading and cheering from the sidelines, because people? It's a fucking fantastic season with some amazing writers (the best, actually!).
3. This leaves me with
lionessvalenti and our TORCHWOOD BIG BANG OF DOOM. I am not betraying secrets to tell you that it is JACK/TARDIS/IANTO. AND IT IS AWESOME blue_fjords, the beta mistress extraordinaire, and curriejean, whom I roped into just reading it as if she was an alpha reader). None of you should read it, because you'll make fun of it. Hermione Big Bang is due Monday. I should finish making changes and send it. *is lazy*4. HOLY SHIT I WANT TO WATCH TV AND WRITE AT THE SAME TIME BUT THAT IS NOT CONDUCIVE. I haven't seen True Blood since the Barry episode, and I have only seen one episode of PR, and if I am right, then Top Chef Las Vegas has already started? Le sigh. I haven't seen Weeds since the Van Nuys episode. And I think I have netflix disks here since…March 30. Oops. I think I'll just send M back, unwatched. Was it any good, people?
5. Last night was the first night that the kidlet didn't have crib rails on her bed. She was SO EXCITED about it, but alas, she awoke at 1 a.m., 4 a.m., and 6 a.m. Each time I tucked her ass back in bed, but mommy didn't sleep well.
6. I have to pay bills today. I keep forgetting they don't let me live here for free.
7. Did you ever have so many completely odd but unrelated things to do, that you know you should make a list, but you can't seem to recall more than one? And it nags at you? I'm like that. Right now all I can think is, 'Buy cowboy boots' (I'd just get my old ones resoled again, but the leather wore through at the toe. SUCK.). I know there's more. There has to be.
8. Welcome to Pennsylvania, where we love our elk (they do not taste like chicken!). Elk in Distress Rescued by Pennsylvania Game Commission Aw, the worst part is that he has to walk around like that for the rest of the year.
Elk1: Hey Bob, what happened to your other antler?
Bob the Elk: mumblemumblemumble.
Elk1: What? You're mumbling.
Bob: I GOT IT CAUGHT IN A SWINGET, OKAY? HAPPY NOW?
Elk1: That was you? I only saw pics of your ass.
Bob: I hope you get shot this season.